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| Thu, 04-22-2004 - 4:08pm |
Life is hitting hard right now. After taking medication for four months, the psychiatrist I've just started seeing told me that I'm too delicate for this and I should taper. Which is what I want, but now I am still battling headaches, nausea, fatigue... Besides this, I had hoped to finally wrap up the last affairs surrounding my hubby's death and guess what? Still no end in sight. I'm not somebody to moan about unfairness but right now, I do feel pretty hard put upon. All I want is to get out of this place, move to an island and relax. Write, do all the things I have been putting off for years and years, and be happy for a change.
This evening I started to wonder whether I'll make it without medication in the long run. I'm not coping very well, despite all my best efforts. Sigh- whatever happened to the old me?

Dear Jules,
You are not alone.
Becky
"Where there is love, there is life." ~Ghandi
Hello, Bryn!
Hi again Jules!
I know exactly how you feel because soo often I too want things to happen NOW ... I never realized how little patience I have with things at times but I do now and im trying to work on that..
The thing about all of this that I do know is even though its hard to wait.. IT takes Time!
*hugs