I don't wanna go this anymore...

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Registered: 03-26-2003
I don't wanna go this anymore...
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Tue, 05-11-2004 - 12:03pm
Nothing ever works out for me. I just don't wanna deal with things anymore. We were thinking about selling our house and moving so I could actually stay home with the kids, and we could pay our debt off. Now it looks like DH doesn't wanna do that anymore. Ok...so I'll just work my butt off, don't see my kids during the week, and never have enough money for anything. That's great. That's what I always wanted out of life.

Why does it always seems that no matter what, I'm always feeling like a doormat, and my opinion doesn't matter? Whatever..........

My parents are here right now, which is nice because they help with the kids, but I also get treated like a 12 year old.

On top of it, I had to go to a root canal specialist yesterday. I had a root canal done 2 years ago, and they didn't do it right then. So now it was infected with an abcess in there. Great news all the way around.

They also shut our cable off for non payment, which now will be off til friday, since we get paid on friday.

I'm just tired of everything.

Ilka



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Tue, 05-11-2004 - 12:30pm
{{{{{{Ilka}}}}}}

Sweetie, I am sorry to hear that you are feeling so blue. How come your dh doens't want to move? It sounds like it would solve alot of the things that are making you blue.

Please know that I am thinking of you hun!!

Take care

Pamela

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