Trapped in my own Prison Triggers.....

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Trapped in my own Prison Triggers.....
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Mon, 05-24-2004 - 1:44am
Trapped behind invisible bars that no one else can see but me. I feel so alone and lost. Everywhere I turn they are there. I can not escape them. I can do nothing right in anyones eyes. I am now a college graduate but it means nothing for I do not have a job and no hope of every finding one. So why did I put myself through the all I went through to get through college. The stress, the disappointment, the work and classes. All so I can not have a job. But it is part of my sentence to feel like this.

I have nothing to look forward too. I have nothing in my life that is special. I am alone and friendless.

I feel so trapped inside no where to turn, detached from the world. I feel like I am reaching for something that is out of my grasp and always will be. My destiny is lost.

I have nothing, I want nothing, I am nothing.

Thank - you for your time.

Take care of yourselves.

Hugs,

Cathy

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Registered: 03-22-2003
Mon, 05-24-2004 - 6:54am




Cathy!


You have something because you have US


You are something because you are YOU and that is all you need to be!


You want something because you think and breathe.


Those Bars CAN be broken hun, and Im sending you the courage and support to do so.


(((((((((((Cathy))))))))))))))))




*hugs

*hugs             

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Registered: 03-11-2004
Mon, 05-24-2004 - 7:15pm
Dear Cathy, I am sending you good thoughts and prayers. Please do not say you are nothing. You are a child of God and he loves you very much even if you don't recognize him. Somewhere deep inside you is the key that will set you free. I know it's hard to find I'm still looking for mine too. You are not alone. Keep striving to feel better. I too have a college degree which I do not use. I work to make ends meet and it all seems endless, but I have to believe I have a purpose here and someday I will find it.

Love and Hugs to You, Brenda

Hugs, Brenda