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| Wed, 05-26-2004 - 10:15am |
none of you will ever know how much you all mean to me words can not describe it...
as for the MRI I have not yet heard back from my doctors yet they should have the results today but then they need to read the screens and see what is going on I hope that by friday I will hear something just a little nervious thats all..
My Aunt came home from the hospital today so that is good thing...
My blood work I wont know anything for about a week or so which sucks since I am such an impatient person I hate waiting for anythng..
Jason called me last night but I didnt answer my phone I didnt feel much like talking to him or anyone....
As with my sister when she says these things to me it is eather in person or thru an email so I can not hang up on her I know that her main goal is to hurt me because I hurt her, I just wish she would unleash some of that unto Luis since he is just as much to blame as me and she doesnt even know of half the things that he has done or tried to do and it is so pointless for me to tell her now because she wont believe me anyways...So I am going to try to not think about it and just move on with my life.....
thank you all again so much for all that you have done for me
All my love
Erin

You might consider not reading your sister's emails. It sounds like at this point they are only hurting you. My sister has left me many nasty voicemails. I got so I just deleted them before I listened to them. I've also deleted emails from people when I knew that anything they said would only hurt me more. As you know, you are the only one who can take care of you. Your sister has her own pain. She clearly finds it easier to make you the scapegoat then to hold Luis responsible for being a schmuck. Since she gets some self-esteem from him liking her, she doesn't want to believe that he was using her, just as he was using you. Is there any way you can avoid being around her? When being with someone means you will be attacked and feel horribly about yourself, it can be better to just avoid them.
My thoughts and prayers are with you, Sweetie.
All My Love,
MariaC