Gotta Luv A Bi-Polar Chick!.....

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Gotta Luv A Bi-Polar Chick!.....
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Thu, 06-03-2004 - 8:03pm
Finally, the up cycle has come to free me of the horrible low I just went through. I am full of energy and not the least bit unhappy. This despite the fact that I quit my job today!! I hated it there and I am so glad to be free of it. I even went on an interview today with a great company that would pay $100 more a week. My interview was terrific. I have a good feeling about this job.

Neal is p!$$ed off that I quit the other one I had just gotten. Oh well **BUMP** him as I always say.

I was way down the past week or so. I was writing craziness, I couldn't sleep because of anxiety and crying, I was searching through suicide websites....I was just a wreck. I even have a living will and a normal will made up now. Scary.

Anyway, I am back to the up me for the time being WOOOHOO I love the up swing!

Love and Hugs,

~Christy~

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Registered: 04-07-2004
Thu, 06-03-2004 - 11:33pm
Gotta love the up swing! I'm glad you were able to find another job when just quitting your last job. Good for you! Hope your up-swing lasts for weeks!

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Registered: 03-22-2003
Fri, 06-04-2004 - 6:50am




We Love ya hun no matter what the mood!!

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Fri, 06-04-2004 - 8:37am
Thanks ((((((( akgrlathrt and Caly)))))))))

I am not sure that I have the job but it sounded really positive. I didn't get much sleep last night though so my UP mood is just up. Oh, well. Still better than the last week for sure!

Love and Hugs,

~Christy~

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Registered: 11-18-2003
Fri, 06-04-2004 - 1:20pm
Hey Christy,

I too am bipolar but a different form than the normal bipolar It is called cyclothymic (spelling) which just meand I rapid cycle, but I wish that my manic was bing super happy I get very agrivated angry stuff like that I do not get the super hyperness of being manic, I get the energy talking fast but not like what you are describing...I wish I did though would make life better at some points...

Just make sure tht you are very careful durring your manic state and I am sure that you are but I know how I get so I tend to warn others....but anyways hopefully when the mania goes down you will still feel a little up..

Sorry for the corney post at a loss for words today...

have a great weekend..

Erin