Gotta Luv A Bi-Polar Chick!.....
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Gotta Luv A Bi-Polar Chick!.....
| Thu, 06-03-2004 - 8:03pm |
Finally, the up cycle has come to free me of the horrible low I just went through. I am full of energy and not the least bit unhappy. This despite the fact that I quit my job today!! I hated it there and I am so glad to be free of it. I even went on an interview today with a great company that would pay $100 more a week. My interview was terrific. I have a good feeling about this job.
Neal is p!$$ed off that I quit the other one I had just gotten. Oh well **BUMP** him as I always say.
I was way down the past week or so. I was writing craziness, I couldn't sleep because of anxiety and crying, I was searching through suicide websites....I was just a wreck. I even have a living will and a normal will made up now. Scary.
Anyway, I am back to the up me for the time being WOOOHOO I love the up swing!
Love and Hugs,
~Christy~

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We Love ya hun no matter what the mood!!
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I am not sure that I have the job but it sounded really positive. I didn't get much sleep last night though so my UP mood is just up. Oh, well. Still better than the last week for sure!
Love and Hugs,
~Christy~
I too am bipolar but a different form than the normal bipolar It is called cyclothymic (spelling) which just meand I rapid cycle, but I wish that my manic was bing super happy I get very agrivated angry stuff like that I do not get the super hyperness of being manic, I get the energy talking fast but not like what you are describing...I wish I did though would make life better at some points...
Just make sure tht you are very careful durring your manic state and I am sure that you are but I know how I get so I tend to warn others....but anyways hopefully when the mania goes down you will still feel a little up..
Sorry for the corney post at a loss for words today...
have a great weekend..
Erin