dealing with life - venting
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dealing with life - venting
| Wed, 06-09-2004 - 1:40pm |
I have not been diagnosed or anything but I know I am depressed. My husband lost his job a year and a half ago which really began the issues. He has worked at some odd jobs during this time, but nothing permenant or with benefits. Our kids have health insurance thru a state program. My husband has shown no ambition at getting a new job and doesn't seem to care that we have no benefits and very little income. I do home daycare and am also working a part time third shift job to make ends meet.
It has gotten to the point that I really don't know how I feel about my husband anymore. I have lost a tremendous amount of respect for him and don't care if we have any physical contact whatsoever.
I am always upset with things. There are bills to be paid and I am the only one really bringing in a paycheck. I am doing 95% of the stuff at home including all the animal chores. I really can't see where my husband contributes much to the house, family life, or anything else. Yes the thought of just tossing him out has really crossed my mind.
I don't know why I am writing all this except to vent.
Thanks
Linda

Welcome, Linda!