I dont know where I belong...

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Registered: 03-17-2004
I dont know where I belong...
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Fri, 06-11-2004 - 7:44pm
I'm not sure where I'm supposed to go but I thought that maybe I'd get lucky and one of you ladies would help me... I am angry all of the time, I find reasons to be upset with people, and when I'm upset I can't let things go. I don't trust anyone, I don't love myself, I don't believe anyone when they say they love me. How could they? I don't know where to turn, I need help, I don't want my children to be miserable, I don't want to lose my fiance... I just need help. What the hell is wrong with me?

Tiana

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Sat, 06-12-2004 - 8:39am
Welcome to the board! There are a few things you can do to figure out what is going on. There is a depression quiz at the top of the page. And there are a lot of great articles there as well. Read other folks posts and see if you have input. Sometimes it helps to read about what other folks are going through, it some how may make things going on inside make sense.

Good luck.

Sending hugs and good thoughts your way.

Lisa-)

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Registered: 01-26-2004
Sat, 06-12-2004 - 12:36pm
I, too, want to welcome you to our board.
AcornLeaves
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Registered: 11-18-2003
Sat, 06-12-2004 - 12:48pm
Hi Tiana,

Along with Lisa and Barb, I too want to welcome you here to the board..

I know waht helped me out so much when I was so angry Which may I add was all of the time 24/7 angry but what helped me to see where all that anger was coming from was to write everything out what triggered me to become upset and if it was just something I would wake up feeling then I would just write til my fingers became numb...it worked for me because alot of it had to do with my past growing up stuff like that...

You also didnt mention if you are on meds or in therapy?

If not I would highly recomend therapy I love it and I think the entire world should go it has such great benefits and it only helps never hurts...

You mentioned trust is it with everyone or just men or just women?

I ask because I can not trust me it is very hard for me I know why now I am like that I was left by my dad when I was a baby and he was in and out of my life my entire life and I think tht all men are going to do that to me I am working on it not easy but will be well worth it in the end...

and next try to not have such negative self talk when you said you dont believe anyone loves you and why would they well thats not good to say because you are worth loving your children love you your fiance loves you so see you are worth it...

I am also glad that you found the board here please continue to post as often and as much as you want the ladies here are great,,,

I do hope I have been of some helpto you

All my best

Erin