Updating On Me And My Absence!

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Registered: 05-12-2003
Updating On Me And My Absence!
Mon, 06-14-2004 - 3:00pm
It's been awhile since I have posted. I have been isolating more due to my depression and that means that I don't get to the library to get online and post here which I need to do. About two weeks ago I had to take my husband to the ER as I thought he was having a heart attack or some kind of problem with his heart. He wasn't Thank God but we found out he does have high blood pressure and will need to be on medication for the rest of his life. A week ago we did a follow up with our family doctor and he recommended that he also take a baby aspirin a day and he has two moles on his face that are skin cancer and need to be removed and so we will be going for that doctor appointment tomorrow. My husband never gets sick and that is why this was all more troubling for me. I love my husband to pieces and don't want anything happening to him and I am just lucky that it wasn't worse then what it was. Still been having trouble with the depression and the suicidal thoughts but I keep on hanging on to the little thread that is left. I don't know how we are going to pay all these medical bills and I guess I shouldn't worry about it and just pay what I can but I can't help myself I do worry about it. Other then that things are ok. Been spending a fair amount of time visting with the parents and spending time with Lexxy. Will keep you posted on things. Love and Hugs Andrea