A Hurting Mother (triggs)
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A Hurting Mother (triggs)
| Sun, 06-27-2004 - 7:29am |
This past week has been crushing, my 24 year old son has been on a drinking and drug spree with the help of his friends, I have to take him back and forth to his job because we will not help him get a car because I am scared he will drive drunk (he has in the past) I just knew he would lose his job when I dropped him of at work because he was so high but he didn't but I'm sure if he keep this up it will just be a matter of time. I have tried so hard to help him and nothing I seem to say or do helps, when I confronted him about the drug use he called me named I could not repeat here on this board, he refuses to get help. I tracked down the person that was selling the drugs to him and asked him not to do this again, this man is very rough and could be dangerous but I felt like I needed to try and cut off his supply. God help me! This is so hard, I feel like my life is over and I am just going through the motions of living, I can't talk to anyone about all this because I don't want to be burden anyone with my problems because everyone has problems of their own to bear. I have a husband and another son age 11 that I feel like I don't enjoy and love like I should because I am so very unhappy, I went to a doctor and told her so much more than I could ever type on this board and she told me that I was in for this kind of behavior from him for many years to come, I don't know if I can handle it, I love this son so much and now he like a stranger to me, I tried to be a loving mother and tried to be a good example to him about treating people right, paying your bills on time, working hard for what you want and being on time when you have a job to go to, he doesn't act like he was taught any of that and plus he has no respect for me or his dad. My heart is broken and my life will never be the same.
Linette

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