Just wanted to check in.....(triggers)
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| Tue, 07-20-2004 - 12:18pm |
Most of the time I just wish that I would have stayed home and just layed down and given up. All the pain and hurt would be gone and I wouldn't have to keep feeling this way. With everything that's gone on in the past month, never mind the last 6 to 7 years I just can't take it anymore. I'm homesick, but I have no home to go too. My family's torn apart and I miss my daughters, my marriage is over and even though he's done some pretty awful things I miss him. My family in NS and out here are pressuring me to move indefinitely out here and I am feeling trapped which puts my anxiety at a very high level. There are just so many other things going on too like my credit rating which is totally ruined and I have no idea how I'll ever get that back. I'm too tired and don't want to continue on with this journey, knowing I have nothing but hurt and pain for the next who knows how long.
Sorry to sound so negative. I was just going to post and let you know I made it out here. Thanks for listening.
Take Care,
Ellen

I'm so sorry that things aren't going very good for you and that you're so low right now. I'm new here, so I'm not familar with you. I just wanted to drop in and send you TONS of positive thoughts and a ton more ((((HUGS))))
Take care of you!!
Hugs,
Pam
Glad that you made it out to Alberta.
Sending hugs and well wishes from Manitoba.
Pamela
I hope everyone is doing well.
Take Care,
Ellen