I stink at being a grown up...
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I stink at being a grown up...
| Tue, 08-31-2004 - 8:35pm |
I hate triggers. I hate when you are blind sided by something. Today, I got blind sided by somethng that happened because of a man who did not understand depression.
I realized that so often my depression manifests itself as my failure to be a good at being grown up.
I completely stink at being a grown up. It is just too hard. This is how depression makes me feel. That I am horrible at being a grown up.
I can't even begin to tell the story of how I came to this place. I just know I am a failure.
I can't even have an illness right. My legs hurt and no one knows why. Another failed experience. I could not train tonight....hurt too bad.
I am so sad.....sorry to wallow...and whine.
I guess another one of my failures.
Sending hugs and good thoughts your way.
Take care,
Lisa-)

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Oh sweetie, I am sorry you are having such a bad day, but you know what, You ARE A wonderful human being.
I stink at being grown up too. That's probably why I chose to be a teacher. I only have to be grown-up with the 7th and 8th grades. With 6th on down I can sing silly songs and dance around the room and just have fun!!
Now give yourself a pat on the back for all that you do and read Trac's poem again. I hadn't read that in a long time and I know it made me smile just now!! Debbie
HEY!
*hugs
Lisa sorry to make this all about me. Guess I am even a failure at being a cyber friend. Take care of yourself. Hugs, Brenda
Hugs, Brenda
You are so not a failure
Please do not think that
SO what you have a horrible ex we all do the difference is how we all handel them I obsess over them some cry and get over it and others just dont understand why the person was so mean..
You are an awesoem CL here you are a great aunt you are a good person with a great heart who loves life and people so much..
you are so not the failure that you think you are
life doesnt always suck and things will get better give it time I know that is easier said than doen but trust me this wont last forever.
Erin
I am crying my way through my day. So much for being a functionally clinically depressed person, but someone took my shift at work. I am giving my self a "hard drive" crash day.
I have not felt this bad in quite some time.
I have to print that out so I can take it to work.
Sending hugs and good thoughts your way.
Take care,
Lisa-)
I can't tell you how much your support means to me .
Thank you!
Sending hugs and good thoughts your way.
Take care,
Lisa-)
I am trying to read Trac's poem...I am trying.
I also, seem to be failing.
But your un-yeilding support of me does help.
Thank you.
Sending hugs and good thoughts your way.
Take care,
Lisa-)
You are such a good friend.
Thank you.
Sending hugs and good thoughts your way.
Take care,
Lisa-)
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