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| Thu, 09-09-2004 - 9:56pm |
My 4 year old started preschool this week. As she left she spotted her old bouncy chairs i was donating ~ she said "Mummy, I remember that! Can I bounce?" A tear filled my eye as I quickly turned away and happily said "You're a big girl now! Let's get to school!" She said "Mummy, I'll miss you." TEARS TEARS TEARS
Even if I did have a 3rd ~ which GGGGRRRRR my H refuses ~ it won't make Molly a baby again.
Pregnant women, maternity and baby stores, pg test commercials all make me sad! I LONG for the days ~ especially the joy it was to be pg for the first time, and to be a first time mom!
I feel GUILTY and I HATE myself for brief moments I had when I thought being pg sucked ~ I hated being fat. I remember thinking the house is too messy, the baby equipment too bulky ~ "I'll be happy when it's gone" ~ I'd say. YEAH RIGHT! :( I'd do anything to turn back the clock. I remember giving my H feeding duty ~ I wish I hadn't now.
People say I'll enjoy big girl things ~ doing homework together, dance recitals. . . . I would give my left arm to do a Mommy and me class ONE MORE TIME ~ and to think I blew so many off just so I could clean or run errands. TEARS TEARS TEARS

Just wanted to let you know that you are not alone. But it is a normal thing for them to grow up....unfortunately ...lolol. I don't even want to think about the teenage years....arghhhhhhhhhhhh!
Ilka
Mom to 3 girls.
You're in my thoughts & prayers.
Love
"Maddy's Mom"
Edited 9/10/2004 4:37 pm ET ET by blythe_one