Hope-that's all i have left (triggers)
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| Sat, 10-16-2004 - 9:30am |
On 18th of october, this monday, i have an appointment to see a psychiatrist. As all of you who have read the my previous postings, I have already missed three appointments.
And my friend, that guy no longer talks to me anymore. I tried to call him and message him to his mobile phone, he did not response. I guessed...our friendship is gone. Just like that. I am sad.
I told him i have only him, no one else to support me, as he knows i am sick and i do not have any friends.
Now ...I am just hoping he would at least response to my messages i send to him.
I hope i can get to the appointment. As you know, my parents does not care about me anymore.
Yes...taking a taxi are expensive. I think i would take a bus there.(to my appointment)
It is just that I am living on hope.
HOPE-is the only thing i have in my life. And even if i want to hurt myself ...its not to seek attention,its to end my life. I am living in misery here.

Katheryn, I don't really have anything constructive to say except get to your Psychiatrist appointment any way you can. I am sorry things are so hard for you right now. Perhaps if you make it to your Doctor appointment and message your friend he will know you are really trying to get better and contact you. Take Care Mo
Maureen/Mo
If this was a real life it would have come with instructions.
Hope is a wonderful thing my friend!
It is the rope that always reaches the bottom of any hole.
*hugs