My own Fault---triggers
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My own Fault---triggers
| Sun, 10-24-2004 - 10:35pm |
I have crashed and it is my fault and I know it. Tomorrow is my daughter's birthday and I want her here and she is in Texas, we should have nevcer let her go to college down there. We never get to be with her on her virhtday anynore. and I feel bad and very depressed too and sunday evenings are always bad for me since I have another full week of school and i overwhelmed. The laundry is caufght up and the house is clean. I threw out some stuff and straightened the sunroom. I have no energy left. Does anyone else hate Sunday nights? I will never makr it til Friday or anything else. I am going to go to bed now. I need some sleep. Debbie

I do dread sunday evenings though as I know here comes Monday. But I am a little better when I first get there to work, I use to have such severe anxiety checking all the emails, a part of my job just can put me over the edge at times, but maybe hours of talking to my therapist and reminding myself I am NOT alone, I am part of a team, and even if I get these certain upsetting emails, I need to toss it back at that person and bring in the rest of the team for a joint decision, so I don't dread mondays as much as I use too. Funny too, but calling off work sick has helped some also, not that I am glad I got this lung disease, but it has been nice to take some 3 day weekends and all.
Here is hoping you slept well and that you have a good day, hugs, Josie.