why won't they believe me
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| Mon, 10-25-2004 - 1:23pm |
Now I realize what my ex ment I wish I had listened before now it's too late I really hate them, it hurts me to say and think like that, but I do after last weekend I have no older sisters whatsoever. I being accused of messing around with my sisters man for the past 2 months because I was intoxicated at the time no one believes me except my parents. We all went out one night and I left with some friends I grew up with for a couple of hours and returned to her house to sleep it off. Upon my arrival her boyfriend lets me in I see my other sister "asleep" on the couch so I laid on the small sofa he brought me a pillow and before I knew it I was completely out. The next thing I know my sister is aking where my pants are at I thougt I was dreaming so it took a while to relize she was really taling to me. I sat up and my pants and underwear were off. I seen her man in the corner zipping up his pants and she was yelling at the both of us. I was so scared and shocke all I could do was cry because I felt like I had...a flashback of 7 years ago. She was asking all kind of questions such as how long has this been going on? Why did you do this to me? I tried to explain to her she told me she didn't want to hear it, but talked with her boyfriend in their room and he told her it's been going on for a month and a half. I was so angry and upset I grabbed knife and put it to my wrist I think my other sister knew what I was up to because she came waling in just as i grabbed the knife. Not once did my sisters ask me what happened, how I was or anything. They took his word for it even though I was crying my eyes out she even told him to apologize to me telling our other sister "see how I get treated? I do so much for her and this is how she repays me? I guess I'm nothing to her?" I couldn't believe it! I can't believe it and I won't. When I aksed my other sister what she saw, she replied "nothing just her sitting there with her pants off"
They all laid down like nothing and went back to sleep, while I was still crying at the foot of my sister I couldn't take they weren't even going to call our mom like she said she was I should of went to the police but I just couldn't go through that process again, beside the police here won't believe a girl who's been drinking all night. I know my oldest sister saw him doing whatever to me, she just won't admit to it. She's going around telling people what "I done" I'm just so depressed because she's not taling to me and will not believe me, the other is talking to me, but I no longer have that love and bond of a sister no more. I need advice PLEASE ANYONW?

peace and love,
just_a_big_kid
Peace.