Not doing well *triggers*
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| Mon, 11-08-2004 - 7:22pm |
We have been best of friends for 7 years now, and he is one of the few people I have trusted completely, and bared my soul to. Nothing hurts worse than this... being pushed away and then finding out why. And not hearing it from him. I had always told him everything. Why won't he talk to me? I know it would be hard, but I have to hear it from him. I can't have the last words he said to me be "I love you"
I just don't understand. I have no purpose or nothing good I can cling to. I am here in a city all alone (I moved here for him, and now he has moved) with memories of him all around, at all the places around here. Including my own apartment!
I am not doing well. I don't know if I can get through this. I've been depressed for 3 years already. Now my hope is gone.
Seya

Hi Seya welcome to the board
Most likely your boyfriend is having a hard time facing you right now because he realizes what he did has hurt you deeply and he feels guilty.
*hugs
I can't even eat or sleep.
My meds are not helping at all. And I have no health insurance so I can't even talk to anyone.
I probably should just give up living.
Hey hun,
Even if you have no insurance there are Hot lines and Mental health clinics where you can find people to talk to.
*hugs