NEED HELP PLEASE!

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Registered: 06-18-2003
NEED HELP PLEASE!
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Wed, 11-10-2004 - 2:42pm
I have been so depressed lately.I do not want to get out of bed and am forcing myself to get up in the morning; most days I force myself to get dressed. I force myself to go to work.I cry or feel like crying all the time.I feel very guilty and like I am a complete failure.

I can't seem to do housework or anything .I feel like giving ups up if it were not for mu son.I I don't want to hurt him anymore.

I am overeating and not exercising and I do not care. What's the us?

I am seeing a new counselor who I like very much. She seems to be very kind and understanding.Becasue she is new I do not want to tell how bad I really feel.I have only sen her twice and see her for the third time on Monday. I thought about calling her, but I am afraid.

I feel alone and abandoned.

I HATE THE HOLIDAYS!We were supposed to go to go to my sister's for Thanksgiving, but I hate going there.So does my husband and son.They absolutely refuse to go. is very depressing and stressful there.A lot of times I end up crying because my sister is so hurtful. She is not even a good cook, I volunteered to work on Thamnksgiving so I will not have to go to my sister's house.My family plans to eat a simple Thanksgiving dinner after I get off from work.I have not told my sister yet and I know she will be angry. I do not know how to tell her.She has at least six othere people coming for dinner so she will not be alone. Thank you for listening,careyfeel
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Registered: 03-03-2004
Wed, 11-10-2004 - 3:55pm

Hi Carey


It's good that you're seeing someone who can help you.

Christine

CL