Is love really BLIND Triggers
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| Thu, 11-11-2004 - 5:19pm |
I live in Alaska so now we are in the time where it is dark most of the day again. I was in a long relationship and have been separated for a little over a year. I have two children and I love them and they make my world go round. I have kind of been seeing this guy for 5 months and I thought he really cared for me. Well just found out that all he has said has been a lie. All his trips with his church were trips to go meet girls he met on line and going to the field he really was in hotels with other girls. This is a long story short.
I think I was falling in love. I don’t know what to do? I cried and cried last night and then he called me after not hearing from him because he was supposed to be in the field. Should I let him know that I know what he has been doing or should I just stay away? I know I won’t go back and have anything with him but should he hear how I feel?
I just feel really down and don’t understand why I can not meet someone nice someone who will not play games. I don’t think I deserve this from anyone but why did I let him lie to me for so long? I miss him still why in god’s name can I miss someone like that? What am wrong with me am I crazy? Please any advice would be great. I just can’t let go he stays on my mind all the time. WHY? He lied, cheated, (we were not together as a couple but saw him for 5 months), used me for money and I don’t think I want to know the rest.
| Thu, 11-11-2004 - 8:29pm |
