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| Mon, 11-15-2004 - 9:49am |
I haven't been doing that well. I still haven't heard back from my bf yet to get more clarification on his move and this other woman. I am so frustrated that he totally downplayed the situation and said "she's helping me pack." A big part of me wants to believe that and assume she was trying to stake her ground by calling herself his girlfriend. But I am not so sure. I just wish I knew so I could put it past me somehow. I doubt I will ever stop loving him, but it makes a big difference if he left with this person or if he just left to get away on his own for a little while.
I don't know, maybe I am just too crazy to make sense of anything. My friend who called me "stupid" and was ripping into me on Friday night called me last night acting like nothing was wrong. I asked if he was done being a jerk and he hung up on me.
I need one thing to go right so I can have some hope again! I am too sick to go to the gym and that has been my savior the past several days.
At least I can come here and share my feelings. I just wish they were more uplifting.

I am sorry that your situation with your guy is causing you stress.
I hope you feel better soon, the gym is a great stress reliever.
Keep posting to us.
Sending hugs and good thoughts your way.
Take care,
Lisa-)
Co-CL Depression Support