Decision-What should I do?
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Decision-What should I do?
| Sat, 11-20-2004 - 12:36am |
Hello Everyone!
My birthday...1st december. I think I have made my decision. Thank you to the wonderful people here who have listened to me and talked to me.
Thank You!

Katheryn,
I hope you've decided to hang in there and work through your problems...I'm guessing you have not, however. The title of your post makes me think that you're not completely sure of your decision, though...I wish I had more words of wisdom to offer now, but I hope you will make the effort to seek out whatever help you can to get you through this. You have too good of a future ahead of you to give it up.
Hugs,
Rose
Hello Everyone!
I am sad. Just sad. I just hope that everything changes for the better. And I have a death wish. coz i know things will always be the same...it has been so long. I am 25 on 1st december. And it has been so long that I Am hurting. I am hurting. I just wish all of these will stop.
I want out of this life,please help me. I don't know what to do except to end it all.
Hello! Everyone.
I have coming onto this board for the third time today.
I don't have any friends or relatives who cares about me, even my father and sister bullies me. Had a fight with my father just now. Felt very upset.
I have no one...except my mother...and i come online frequently...I don't know what to do.
I have seen my life gone by...and I am very unhappy.
All the bullying from school and home, I have enough.
I am really upset. I hope to have a new life. But I know I cannot. There are many wrongs done in my life...please help me correct them. Please pray for me...I do not have the will to live anymore.
Things ,if did not take a turn, I wouldn't be here at all.
Please help me. I really don't know what to do.
And there is this option I have been considering...I know people says...its a coward way out but I have no more choice.
And i am very upset...that people ...especially those i consider friends...don't treat me as a friend at all...why am I so naive?
I thought using all my sincerity to be friends with people is good. But i always ended up hurt. I am just so upset, so naive, so weak. I am trying to find a will to live. But i could not find any.
I really don't know what to do? I am thinking of taking the easy way out. I know I should not...but i am just very upset...
((((Katheryn))) You need to find someone who can help you. This is beyond the scope of this board. We will support you all we can. But we can not support any decision to hurt yourself. You need to call a hotline, they are there at any time.
25 is not such a vast age. I am ten years past it. If you end it, I might as well. I have nothing..no children, no husband...no real future in my sport because of an unknown chronic illness.
But I am not going to end it. I am going to fight. I am trying to silence the demons in my head that tell me I am nothing.
You can silence them too, if you get help.
Try reading other people's posts here, you will see you are part of a community of wonderful humans. You will really understand you are not alone. We all struggle. We all have seen the bad stuff.
Most importantly we are here for you, but only if you stay on the planet.
I am starting to get a bit tearful and I have to go to work.
Don't know what else to say.
Sending hugs and good thoughts your way.
Take care,
Lisa-)
Co-CL Depression Support