I just want 2b happy,Why is it so hard?
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I just want 2b happy,Why is it so hard?
| Tue, 11-23-2004 - 11:41am |
I have this picture in my head of what I wish for. Its not unrealistic and it is attainable. I want a simple life in the sense that I live the best that I can & live my life & be content with myself. In my mind it is so simple, for example: Just go to school & do my hmk, go to work & do my job, see my friends when I can, spend time with my family, plan my wedding(finally), get up each morning so I have time to have breakfast & shower & wake up, be a nice person & be friendly, you know the usual stuff of day to day life. Sometimes I want excitement, and when problems arise I would like to know how to handle them wisely & not dwell. Why is it so hard to live simply like this? I know life throws a lot of curve balls, so I just wish I knew how to handle them & use them to the best advantage..but of course life doesnt really happen this way.
In reality, Im always late, always tired, forgetting appointments or putting things off, dwelling on the worst case scenarios and not dealing with situations very well, spiraling downwards and after reaching the bottom I just push up so I reach a certain height just so that I can spiral down again. Why is it so hard to be happy?
In reality, Im always late, always tired, forgetting appointments or putting things off, dwelling on the worst case scenarios and not dealing with situations very well, spiraling downwards and after reaching the bottom I just push up so I reach a certain height just so that I can spiral down again. Why is it so hard to be happy?

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((((((((((BIG SQUISHY HUGS TO YOU)))))))))))
I really don't have any words of wisdom for you, but I do understand your thoughts, I regularly ask myself these same questions. But please know we all care about you and what you are going through. We will help keep you strong, you can count on that. (((((HUGS)))))
Donna
Awwwwwwwww Keli
*hugs
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