Is anybody out there? *triggers*

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Registered: 05-12-2003
Is anybody out there? *triggers*
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Tue, 11-23-2004 - 3:13pm

Hi,

I feel so alone today. I am alone, but normally that wouldn't mean me feeling *lonely*. I feel like I'm all by myself dealing with this depression. It's like a hole I can't climb out of. I'm just sitting, doing absolutely nothing, and I don't know why and I don't know how to *make* myself get up and do something. If anyone is out there, and feels like chatting, please let me know. We could meet in the chat room or I could email one of my messenger screennames. I don't know what else to do. I guess I just need someone to talk to who understands what I'm going through.

Thanks for listening,

~Bethany~
Trying to make it.

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Registered: 07-01-2004
Tue, 11-23-2004 - 6:09pm

(((Bethany))) I am sorry you feel so alone. There are so many people who are going through just what you are feeling. That is one of the many reasons this is such a great place.

Tell us your story, we may not be able to chat but we can post to you and help you through all of the assorted issues you have with this dreadfull illness.

Welcome to the board.

Sending hugs and good thoughts your way.
Take care,
Lisa-)
Co-CL Depression Support

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Registered: 09-02-2004
Tue, 11-23-2004 - 7:15pm

Hi there! Yes I think that all of us have been where you are. I'm currently taking meds for my depression and so since I started that I have been fighting off my anxiety due to the new meds. I feel alone most of the time. Life is not an easy road but I think that if you post here and let us know we may be able to give you some sort of advice.

I don’t chat much but I do occasionally at night. You can try and e-mail and my yahoo I'm is shygirl_1012004 I think. I don’t get on much but I will try to remember to get on in the evening.

Hope you will let us try and help you.
Take care
Bettina

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Tue, 11-23-2004 - 7:40pm

Bethany, I am sorry I didnt check the board earlier. I felt that way today too. And I have company coming on Tday and I needed to clean my bedroom and bathrooms "to the bone" but just couldn't. I forgot my morning dose of Geodon and laid down in the bed to wait for it to kick in and wait out the panic attack,

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Registered: 11-29-2004
Mon, 11-29-2004 - 1:53am
Dear Bethany,
Someone is here. I sometimes wonder why I am sad, what will it take to feel ok. Some days things feel like its all going to work out, others it feels empty. So I pray, I ask God to forgive whatever it is I did to cause pain and sadness in my heart. Then sometimes I ask myself for forgiveness, if I only knew what I needed forgiveness on. So maybe we can help each other. Email me anytime. vicki_hemphill04@yahoo.com
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Registered: 03-25-2003
Mon, 11-29-2004 - 9:39am

Dear forgiven04,