I was doing so good...

iVillage Member
Registered: 03-26-2003
I was doing so good...
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Mon, 12-06-2004 - 8:03pm

Hey everyone!

I'm a newbie here. I've posted a couple of messages so far. I just really felt like venting so please keep that in mind. I am going through some things right now. I just got dumped by my boyfriend of 1.5 years, I've stopped smoking (Day 4 smoke free), I'm starting to take medication (PaxilCR) and am trying to regain some self esteem, and I'm also attempting to lose weight (I have 150 lbs to lose)....

Today was day one on trying to lose weight and I did so good until I got home. Then I totally totally lost it. Which of course sent me into a funk. Now, I just want to go to bed cuz I feel like CRAP for not having stuck with the diet. I can't wait til the Paxil kicks in. I can't wait to feel sane. ARGH!!!!

Thanks for letting me vent!!!

iVillage Member
Registered: 10-04-2004
Mon, 12-06-2004 - 9:36pm

Welcome!


You have a lot on your plate right now (pun nonintended).

peace and love,

just_a_big_kid

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anonymous user
Tue, 12-07-2004 - 8:59am
Congrats on all your new ventures! Day 4 smoke free - woohoo :D Im on day 17, its tough but worth it. Just take the weight loss one day at a time ok, keep trying & try not to kick yourself for caving a little. I hope the Paxil works well for you. Let us know how things are going, HUGS