So Tired Of Feeling Bad

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Registered: 02-29-2004
So Tired Of Feeling Bad
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Thu, 12-23-2004 - 2:50am
I am new here. Just need to vent I guess. In the last year and a half I have lost the man I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with. He was the love of my life and we lived together for 3 years until he left me, went back to his ex-wife and re-married her! Right after that my best girlfriend met and married and decided she didn't need any friends anymore. Then a couple months later another dear friend died of breast cancer. I have been on Paxil for about 5 years and I just don't think they work anymore, but the last time my shrink tried to wean me off and on to something else, I got sick and was almost bedridden for 3 months. Now I'm scared to try that again. I've been told Paxil the the worst drug to try to go off because of the side effects. I believe it! I just feel so lost, so lonely and I don't see a light at the end of the tunnel. Thanks for having a place to come and talk.

 

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Registered: 03-22-2003
Thu, 12-23-2004 - 8:37am

Jo Anne Welcome!


Im soo sorry to hear of how your friends have treated you.

*hugs