why am I alive....

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-11-2003
why am I alive....
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Sat, 12-25-2004 - 9:08pm

I find no purpose in life and wonder why I am here. This week has been a bad week because my mom has been yelling at me more often then usual. She says I am wasting my life with the guy I am dating, she says I am doing nothign with my life and I agree with that but I need some guidance or something to help me along. She says she is positive when really she has never been positive to me or encouraging to me. That is why I am in the position I am in where I do nothing with my life, and with me being so down I figure I have no talent which I do have talent its just really hard to get into my art field when there are no jobs in my field unless you move to a big city and I have no one encouraging, no one positive in my life where they say things that make me know I am able of doing it.

I just need help, I can't take it anymore and so tired of being a waste of life.

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-20-2004
Sat, 12-25-2004 - 10:08pm
First of all you are not a waste of life. Get that out of your head. You have talents and purpose in this crazy world. Is there anyway you can afford to move out of your mom's house (I'm assuming your 18+). Sometimes that is the biggest help. Also, if you haven't I would talk to a dr about how you are feeling. There is help out there you just have to reach out and grap a strong hold of it.

I can't relax, tension is holding me together!

Jenny

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Registered: 10-13-2004
Sat, 12-25-2004 - 10:53pm

Hi sarah007_iv.

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