is this never gonna end?!

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Registered: 03-08-2004
is this never gonna end?!
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Wed, 12-29-2004 - 7:42pm

i just come bck from seeing my boyfriend thought it'd make me feel better but he was makin all these jokes and i kept saying pls stop im nt in the mood...i knw they were jokes but i wasnt in the mood and things are soo bad at hme and i was in my rm at uni for over a wk and i was goin mad, so i cudnt wait to see him but it ended in tears. i gt hme now and my little sister once again has used my credit cards and trashed the place and she's nt here..and my dad is comin to pick us up tomorrow...

i told my bf well yelled dnt call me again this is why i cnt take ur stupidity i jst need so many hugs and i need to feel a sense of realase but it jst never happens...i wish i cud jst die..

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Registered: 03-27-2003
Wed, 12-29-2004 - 8:27pm

Hi Sami, I'm sorry to hear about that...it's really hard when people close to us don't understand...and especially when they make jokes when you're not in the mood. I wish I had some better advice for you, but maybe it would help to try to take it just a day or a situation at a time...or to try to find some little things that you enjoy (like watching a movie or taking a long bath) to let your mind find that release that you're searching for. I know it's not easy...hang in there,

Rose

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Registered: 03-22-2003
Thu, 12-30-2004 - 12:36pm

Hi Sami


I know things often seem bleak especially at the end of the day when you are tired and burned out.

*hugs             

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Registered: 07-15-2003
Thu, 12-30-2004 - 3:37pm

(((Sami)))

Sorry your visit with you bf didn't go as you had hoped sweetie.

Your sister used your credit cards and trashed your apartment? Does she live with you? Can you try keeping your credit cards in a safe, secret place? Or can you carry them on you? That's definately not a nice thing for her to do!!

Keep on keeping on sweetie, things DO get better.

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