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dont know what to do/ suicidal
| Sun, 01-02-2005 - 7:22pm |
I'm not doing too good, and I dont know what to do about my boyfriend and I. I dont even know if we are still together. Should I ask him if we are still together or should I give up and walk away. I feel so hopeless and I feel that our relationship is over. I'm trying so hard to get better, and he's giving up on me. What can I do to win him back? should I talk to him about if we are still together or not? I just dont know what to do, I'm extremely depressed, and I love him soo much that it hurts. I'm feeling suicidal because I have absolutely nothing. I dont know how it can go from he loves me two weeks ago, to he wants to find someone else. I'm giving this my all, and I'm trying really hard. Should I write him a letter and explain everything and have him read it for himself when he gets home, or should I just give up? he posted on his profile that he wants to make his better half happy if he ever finds her, i want to be his better half so bad. What am I suppposed to do? how can i talk to him? should I call it quits? What's the best thing I can do? I mean i have no friends, no relationship anymore, nothing to look forward to. I'm just hurting really bad and I dont know what to do. this keeps happening, and I just need people's help. My boyfriend's mom thinks I can make a difference in two months, but I feel it's over. I feel that there's no point to it anymore, so why do i even bother?
please help me
thanks
crystin
please help me
thanks
crystin

Here is a post to you from your other post...did that make sense? I am not doing too well. Did you see the other posts to you?
Hugs....
(((Crystin)))) Know that there are many avenues of help for you. There is a hotline posted here at the top of the board. There is another board here at ivillage:
Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings board:
http://messageboards.ivillage.com/iv-bhsuicidesur
You are not alone in these feelings. Many people here have experienced them. It is a scary place which is why there is sometimes a delay in reply posts.
I am not doing too well right now. I was even afraid to read you post that it would trigger me.
I know what it is like to hide the bad stuff from people you love. I am very close with my family, but I don't tell them about the darkness. I wish for you that someday soon you can tell your sweetie about your illness.
If you ever feel you are going to hurt yourself please call a hotline or post on this board or the suicidal thoughts board.
Keep us posted.
Sending hugs and good thoughts your way.
Take care,
Lisa-)
Co-CL Depression Support Board
Hi Crystin
Please dont give up.
*hugs