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| Mon, 01-03-2005 - 3:43pm |
Well, I have been through the ginding mill and back. Suffering from depression and on medication. Alot of medication. Only child, only niece lots of responsibility. Husband had a coalming accident in 1999. Fought workman's comp and social security. He had a near fatal car accident in May, I think because of all the medication he is on for his injuries. After nursing him to near good as can get health, he was in the hospital for a month! I had a plane ticket to California to see a friend I had not seen in 29 years. I needed the break, left him with his Mom. Oh, I also was replaced at my job at a summer camp resort and conference center where I had worked 8 years. Oh, I also have a son in prison because of his drug problems. Oh, he says he would never have left me to go see someone and him in the shape he was in. Guilt trip, Yes! The only thing that keeps me going is my Mom, my pet terrier, my daughter, and my Water Aerobic job at the gym (part-time). I would say what else could happen but I won't. Need your thoughts and prayers. Oh, also I told my husband I loved him but if he kept abusing his medications I would leave after 25 years of marriage. My psyc. says why make it 26!

okay WOW
I do not know what to say but I will try my best...
you have so much on your plate right now I do not know the whole story behind your situation but you are or at least seem to be under way too much stress..and I do not think that it was wrong of you to take a break from your life for a few days and be with your friend you also have a right to live not just your husband daughter son ect...you are a much stronger person than I am cause I would be in the looney bin cause I can not handel alot of stress..
When it comes to ending your marriage I think that it is something that you must decide on your own I think that it is great that you therapist is helping you make that decision but I do hope that you make the one that is right for you.
As for your son I have never had a son in jail mine is only 6 and no offence but I hope that I never have to go thru that ever..one of my best friend Keith he died last year and he spent most of his life in and out of jail he was the most wonderful person that I have ever met he loved me like I was a sister to him and his mom her heart was breaking each day he was in jail and her pain was so much I do not know how she got thru it all..so I can only imagine what you are going thru right now..and I hope that the pain of having your son in jail does subside a bit as time goes on..and I hope that you have the support that you need ion order to get thru all this you have a daughter I hope thst you and her show each other a ton of support and kindness.
I wish you the best of luck and a ton of hugs.
I am sorry that I didnt have a ton or even much insight to give you all I can give at this moment is some support...
Erin
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I can't offer much but big hugs.
(((((Diane))))), I'm so sorry for what you're going through.
Diane