i don't want to go to the suicide board

iVillage Member
Registered: 10-16-2003
i don't want to go to the suicide board
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Fri, 01-14-2005 - 8:46am
they don't like me there.one person told me i was bad for doing what i did & it set me off & i said things i probably should not have.at the time i was seeing a doc who told me my only problem was that i was bad(he was an old world chinese man who felt that if the husband was not happy the wife was at fault.
i don't know what to do anymore.looking to the day ahead is torture.i'm taking all my meds too.maybe i should just take them all at the same time.i'm only afraid that will only make me sick & as bad as i am i fear vomiting the most.
silly,huh?
iVillage Member
Registered: 08-03-2003
Fri, 01-14-2005 - 9:59am
Sorry to hear about the doctor you were seeing. There is help out there for you please try to find the right doctor for yourself. I am in no way a doctor so this board can only help so much. Are you aginst going to church? I hope you are feeling better today. I would hate to think that you would give up on life. I wish there was something to say to make you feel better. Is there a reason why you feel this way?
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iVillage Member
Registered: 10-16-2003
Fri, 01-14-2005 - 10:55am
everything.
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Registered: 03-25-2003
Fri, 01-14-2005 - 2:05pm

Hello, my friend!