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I just found this board
| Mon, 01-17-2005 - 7:56pm |
I just found this board. I don't really know if this is what I need or not, but I'm at the end of my rope. I have no interest in anything. I do have a history of depression. I realize that I'm depressed, but my life is in such a situation right now that I feel like a real failure. Nothing in my life turned out like I planned and it just seems to keep getting worse. I realize this is just a real tough time and it won't always be like this. I "know" the pat answers, but I sure can't see them right now. It seems like one thing after another just keeps happening. I've always been a very strong person, and had lots happen to me, but suddenly I'm not strong anymore. I'm tired of being the responsible one, it's getting me no where fast. I don't have any money for counseling. I guess I just needed to vent a little bit. I just can't see a way out. I'm not suicidal, I've been there before, so I know I'm not there now, but I can't see a way out. I've got a LOT of unresolved anger in me right now that I know I need to deal with or it will destroy me, but I don't know how to deal with it. I used to run 3 miles a day for stress relief, but I have MS and I can't do that anymore. I work, I come home and I worry. I know no one has the answers, I guess I just need an ear.

(((((Totribet))))), I think you've come to exactly the right place, because you certainly sound depressed.