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stressed and have a headache
| Wed, 01-19-2005 - 10:27pm |
I am feeling like I am in a no win situation. I live in a small rural area. So sometimes it just seems as tho things happen because of who's behind you are kissing up to as to how good something goes. After my dd had gymnastics and they were scored this evening and her not getting a good score (8th out of 10) and some of the other ones looking as good as she did getting higher scores, I am upset. Not sure if I'm upset at dd for not trying harder (by not practicing at home) or by feeling like it was those kids whose parents sit and 'visit' with the owner/instructor who got higher points even tho they didn't look any better than my dd. (maybe I'm just biased, and being ridiculous). I'm also upset that a girl that is in the class is an ex-fiance's daughter,which makes me uncomfortable especially since I was pregnant to him at the time I was with him but miscarried soon after dumping his sorry behind. Then yesterday a friend of mine who is a substitute bus driver was in an accident involving the bus with kids on it. That's been really hard to deal, trying to say the right things even tho I'm not totally sure if it is the right things to say. Plus this friend is turning out to be not such a positive friendship for me or my kids. I feel really badly for her and wish that her life was happier but........ She is also a neighbor. We've been doing alot of things together since I met her a few months ago and do like her, but am finding that it is starting to stress me out alot because of how chaotic her life seems to be. Anyways, just needed to vent a little. sorry to be a bother.
Sandra.
Sandra.

Hi Sandra!
Your posting is never a bother!
*hugs
Sandra.