Prozac? (also possibly triggers)
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Prozac? (also possibly triggers)
| Sat, 01-22-2005 - 3:20am |
Hi Everyone. I am new to the site. I have recently been diagnosed with depression....AGAIN. I've been diagnosed before, and been on meds but they didn't work. Then I moved and went to see my regular doctor and she then had me go up to Mental Health (mind you this was 2 days ago now.) She didn't want me to leave because I had had suicidal thoughts this past week. So with me not being on meds and not having anyone I was talking to, she figured it would be better for me to see the pdoc right then and there. Well, my 1:30 appt with my reg doc turned out to last until about 5pm in the entire hospital, including getting new meds. The pdoc gave me a script for prozac, because from what I can recall my mother takes that and it works for her. Unfortunately I'm not sure what she takes it for or anything like that, so this is pretty much just a shot in the dark. It's been rough for me lately. Basically its been a downhill umm, i wouldn't say climb, but I would say something along the lines of going down the drain really quickly. And it's a very odd situation. Well lets just put it this way, around the beginning of last week, I went to the kitchen and grabbed a knife and wanted to kill myself at around 3am. Of course I didn't do it BUT the thought was there. Although, I can't seem to figure out why I"ve been feeling the way I have, because I have a great husband, a great family, good friends, and everything is always paid for because we're military. The only thing I can think of is that maybe things from my childhood are coming back and kicking me in the butt and making me actually try to deal with everything all at once and it's just not working. I'm going to be working with the pdoc through the military hospital on the meds and he also gave me a number for a lady in another town to talk to for counseling. so we'll see what happens with that. I started on prozac yesterday. I really hope it works, I'm really getting tired of having all these bad thoughts. And it was suggested to me to start writing again, which is very hard unless I'm "writing to people" soooo this is where I'm going to start. Hopefully I can branch out and write on my own soon. But I think this is the best place to start. Thanks for listening. I know it probably didn't make a lot of sense.

Jersey,
I am so sorry you are going through this. I know how you feel. Unfortunately, the time before medication works/therapy works is difficult. Please have faith. Eventually, some medication (or combination thereof) will help ease your symptoms. (believe me if you knew how many different meds I have tried before I hit pay dirt you would be frightened.) I have had depression that was difficult to control over the years. I now am on a combination that works miracles for me. (zoloft and neurotin) Please be gentle with yourself. Go to see your therapist as soon as you can. Talk to your family and friends about your feelings. Write in a journal. Come back here as often as you need. Make sure to exercise.
You will be in my prayers.
S/A
Jerseygirl05, welcome to our board.
Welcome!! I hope things go well for you. I am also on Prozac and have been and it works for me! Here's my advice for what it's worth-- Just like CL said it takes a while to fully kick in but hang in there! Also stick with it, and don't be afraid to ask for a full course of the Prozac (9-12 months worth) and take it religiously even if you think you're doing better to help avoid relapse by coming off it too early (I found this out through experience) I thought I was better so I stopped taking but I found out later that it actually could be detrimental to your recovery. Needless to say I'm going back on Prozac and no matter what I won't quit until my Dr. advises. I hope this helps!! Keep writing to us!! Good luck on this journey-- we're all with you, and we truly understand.
Lots of hugs
Miatagirl