The good and the bad

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Registered: 04-04-2003
The good and the bad
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Sun, 01-23-2005 - 10:19pm

Its been awhile since I have checked in so I wanted to update everyone on my situation.... Honestly, I wish there was an emoticon for half a smile and half a frown.

Well the job interview went really well. I met with two people. One I could tell was impressed by me, the other was too quiet to get a good read on the situation. But.... they called me back in for a second interview. It is on Friday.... I am nervous but excited at the same time. I am potentially very close to picking up my life and moving... getting away from bad memories and being closer to some good friends. And hopefully a better job to boot...... Still, I am trying so hard to not get my hopes up too high. One more interview, and then the waiting period for them to make up their mind. I hope it goes quick! :-)

The blizzard this weekend stranded me at home alone. At first it was nice, because I needed some down time. But then I started to feel tense. Not about the job thing, that actually makes me excited. But about my ex. I couldn't leave my apartment because of the blizzard and had no one to talk it out. I barely got any sleep last night because I was too upset. Why is it that when something good happens, the bad can't just go away? I feel like no matter how much good happens, these thoughts will always be in the back of my head being a big party pooper!

I'm also stresesd about going back to work tomorrow. I found out on Friday that the president of my division is talking bad about me behind my back. I couldn't go on a business trip (which I am glad about... ) because I have a doctor appointment that day and I didn't want to reschedule. I explained that if I rescheduled, which I already had, I would have to push it back another 2 weeks. So on Friday afternoon I started hearing rumors about why I wasn't going. He was telling everyone I hate to fly and am just being difficult.

I so hope I get out of there soon :-)

Hope everyone is hanging on out there.

seya

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Registered: 04-07-2003
Mon, 01-24-2005 - 12:12pm

(((((((((((((((((((((((((Seya))))))))))))))))))))))))


I am sending up lots of postive thoughts and prayers regarding the inteview and possible new job.