bad weekend

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Registered: 03-30-2003
bad weekend
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Sun, 01-23-2005 - 10:53pm

well, i'm sick AGAIN. this is getting so frustrating. because my stomach had been doing better lately, my body decided to let my throat start having "issues" the past few months- and then just for fun to give me a horrible stomach attack for old time's sake- which was followed by the flu. this sucks (can i say that word?)!

friday night, i couldn't get in touch with my doctor and i have no insurance (i'm trying, don't even get me started on that!) and my temperature was skyrockiting by the minute. when it hit almost 102, i knew i needed help and had to swallow my pride and call the "player" who made me so sad but is a really good doctor and lives in my building. he helped me and was super nice- even gave me a hug when i was so sick. like i needed that!!! aaah!

on top of all of this, i missed a really fun trip to la with my best friend- she went to the beach, went out with a group of people (my friends that i had her call!) and went to the hottest clubs and had a blast then went surfing! i'm happy for her, but i have been sitting here sick and not getting better quickly enough and worrying that i am going to need some serious help- or even surgery for some awful stuff going on with my throat (won't go into details, just trust me) and i don't want to be sick anymore- i have spent my whole life being sick and watching the world pass me by. i want to feel better- and live my life- people are starting to think they can't count on me to be healthy anymore- people are starting to think of me as "the sick person" again like when i was a kid and i hate it. i hate BEING sick too! i know i am repeating myself now, so i will stop.

it is hard to be alone and not feeling well and not knowing when it will get better. thanks for listening!

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Registered: 04-07-2003
In reply to: voguegirl15
Mon, 01-24-2005 - 12:30pm

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I am sorry you are having such a problem with being sick.