Hey Everybody (poss trig?)

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Registered: 10-04-2004
Hey Everybody (poss trig?)
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Mon, 02-14-2005 - 10:06am

I just wanted to stop by and see how everyone was and see if I can relate to anyone I guess. I have had a lot going on lately, including the loss of a friend 11 days ago to suicide and I just need someone to talk to. I try talking to my boyfriend, but I feel like all I do when I try that is cry and I know it hurts him so much to see me cry. I've been diagnosed with depression before and I've taken medicine but I feel even more out of control when I am on them. I guess I just need a place to go where someone understands what I am going through. Other than a few really bad things, in general, I should be happy. I have a great boyfriend, a good job, lots of wonderful friends, but there are all these little things that keep popping up, like 5 months ago my uncle was diagnosed with AIDS. My other uncle and his wife that I am close to just announced that they are getting divorced, I have not been happy w/my job and now the thing with my friend

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Registered: 07-01-2004
Mon, 02-14-2005 - 6:50pm

((((Nicole)))) Welcome to the board. I am so sorry for your loss. This is a tough thing to deal with. There are many things that you can do to heal from this. You did the first thing to post to us.

No one who has gone through what you are going through would say that you should be fine tomorrow. Time will make this better....and talking to us. We are here for you.

Many of us have dealth with loss. Please feel free to tell us how you are.

Sending hugs and good thoughts your way.
Take care,
Lisa-)

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Registered: 01-27-2004
Tue, 02-15-2005 - 9:03am

(((((Nicole))))), no wonder you're sad!

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Registered: 10-04-2004
Tue, 02-15-2005 - 4:23pm
Thanks to you both. I know my boyfriend cares about me and he would help me through anything,I guess I just worry sometimes that eventually he will get tired of dealing with my issues. It is hard to explain why I deal with things the way I do sometimes. That is why I am hoping perhaps t hat through others stories and feelings I might find some hope and assurance.
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