So nervous I am sick
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So nervous I am sick
| Thu, 08-13-2009 - 1:29pm |
I have a Doctor's appt tonight. I haven't been on medication in awhile and know it is going to be a life long thing from here out. I hate talking about how I am feeling etc... it's so embarrassing. So I have had high anxiety all day just thinking of it. I so desperately need my situation to change.... but feel like I have been trying for so long I am afraid it is always going to be the rollercoaster of medications that seem to work for a bit... then I am in the weeds again. Would love a shoulder to lean on. I have been deep and dark for almost a month now.

I think the definition of "normal" is so different for everyone that there is not even a way to define it.