Need to vent...Feeling hopeless .......
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| Wed, 09-02-2009 - 5:06pm |
.....I hate my life, I feel like a burden to everyone, feel worthless, incompetent, failure.
Nine years ago I was diagnosed and I am still be treated for depression. Medicine and therapy will not pull me out of depression. It is just the way my life is and has always been. I barely made it through school. Couldn't handle college. Failed at every job I have ever had. I have been stuck in a failed marriage for 12 years. My husband makes me hate life more and more. I do and have had suicidal thoughts. My life has always been a living hell, I can't spend eternity there.
I am going to be 45 soon and I have lived my adult life worrying. Never have been financially secured. I hate my house - the way it looks. Life is leading me, I've have never lead my own life.
I'm a social misfit. I can't fit with anyone including family members.
I can just go on and on. I just hate my life.

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Mom, I have found lately that I am needing to adjust my expectations of life.
You can help me............
I have been around ivillage for awhile, and I came to this board today and could write this exact same post except for a few minor details.
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