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| Fri, 09-11-2009 - 9:03am |
We recently moved back to the state we're originally from. We're back with family and that is great. I didn't want to move but I agreed to because I was so happy with the school my kids would be attending. Even managed to get excited about the whole thing. Well, now we've be here 2 months and I feel like I'm dying. I hate it here and want to go home. I can't stop crying. I'm nauseous. I feel like there are bricks on my chest. I'm NOT suicidal, but I feel like I'm going to die of sadness. The simple solution is to move back home, which is what I want to do. But even if I do that, logically it can't be done until the school year is out. My kids are in private school and I can't get a refund. My husband's company paid to move us, and he has to work at least a year before we don't have to pay the money back. I could go on and on about why moving back isn't logical. So how do I survive the next year? If I feel like this everyday for the next 300 days, I'm not going to make it.

Hey, lovebeingmom:
Hi there,
Sorry your having such a hard time.