Rainy Days

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Registered: 09-17-2009
Rainy Days
Sat, 09-19-2009 - 10:16am
It is cloudy and gloomy outside. High chance of rain all day. I really hate rainy days, they make me that much more depressed. I sit here with no one to talk to except for my 3 year old and 9 month old. I could use some encouragement right now, but have no one to give me any. These are the worst days, I feel miserable and alone. I wish I had someone to talk to right now. It is hard to deal with the feelings of uselessness on days like today. Sometimes I feel like the most worthless person on Earth. I am overweight, broke and never get enough sleep. I miss my older sons and regret making the decision I made. I wish I could talk to them and hold them right now. I have to stop before I cry again.
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