LIFE IS BEATING ME DOWN!!!!
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LIFE IS BEATING ME DOWN!!!!
| Tue, 09-29-2009 - 12:59pm |
Hello,
It has been a long time since I've posted, but felt the need to today.
In the last 4 years.....I have lost my mother and brother to illness, I have changed careers and realized it was the biggest mistake ever....have major financial problems now, I am currently going thru a marital separation AND I got laid off a week ago.
I feel empty inside!! Like a shell of a person. I feel there's nothing left....my depression comes and goes and I'm trying so hard to keep my chin up but oh my God! I have had thoughts of suicide but I have a son who needs me so thank God for him.....or else I dont think I'd be here.
In time, I know things will improve. I'm just so tired of having the rug pulled out from under me.
Thanks for listening.

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Wow, you really have been hit from all sides.
Thank you!
Yes.....I have been trying to get back to what I used to do. It is taking forever tho.....but I will be patient. At least I wont have any "I should haves" when it comes to the career change....AND it did improve my self esteem and introduce me to some great people so it hasnt been all bad. I have an interview tomorrow and I hope I do well.
Thanks again!
((HUGS))
What a breath of fresh air your post was. THANK YOU!!!
Whew!! Life can be soooo hard and unfair. Im sorry for your losses.....and your difficulties. Its true, tho, it shows us what we are made of and makes us stronger.
No....Im not gonna stand for a TKO.....I never will and i dont want you too either. Thank you for lifting my spirits. It means a lot and really shows me how support can make a world of a difference.
You'll be in my prayers as well. Take good care of yourself... xoxox
OH MY GOODNESS!! Art4sol......you are an angel sent to me in my time of need... :-) Your message made my heart all warm and fuzzy.....thank you so much!
Yes, there are people who care for you and want the best for you. I can feel from your message you are an amazing person.....loving, giving and compassionate. The kind of qualities that will bring blessings for sure. Have you read the Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren? Im reading it now and it has shed light on many things. One of the chapters addresses struggle and how no matter what we go thru God has our back because life here on Earth is preparation for eternal life. I believe there are signs from God and he answers our prayers....but we have to be open to see them. This is one of them... :-)
You sure have touched my heart and my life. I feel better and Im happy you do too!!!
((HUGS))....and Kisses
Hi "me again".... :-)
Somehow I figured you read Purpose Driven Life....I will have to look for Perfecting your Purpose.
Keep me in your thoughts and know I am praying for you and a life full of all good things....ALWAYS!!
xoox
Art4sol.....THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART for your prayer and song!!!!! It lifted my spirits and I still feel good today... :-) I am glad helping others makes you feel good.....me too. I love to help and I know in many ways I have touched many lives.
Wishing you a blessed day and a life that blesses you with love, joy and peace.
HUGS!!
xoxox
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