how do i let it go?
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| Sun, 12-06-2009 - 11:44am |
we'll start at the beginning,
im 20 years old (young I know) and I lost my virginity in May to a man that I thought I was in love with. Sounds juvenile I know. Who am I kidding?, it was. All very junior high-esque. In more ways than one, i felt very taken advantage of mostly because I know he didnt feel the same way i felt. He knew i loved him though. Long story short, we didnt stay together. I moved away and found our he had given me and STD, a curable one thank god. from there, i received treatment, but it wouldnt go away. it took four rounds of antibiotics and eventually I got contracted pelvic inflammatory disease. Its been three months since this all ended and only here lately I've noticed that I feel like i cant have feelings for anyone. im all of the sudden very guarded and scared. i know this is something that only i can fix, i just need insight on how to go about doing so. any advice is nice, this is eating me up inside


Welcome to the board!
Mae2008,
Its ok.
Brightest Blessings, Annika
mae2008 - You have to give yourself time to get over this.