rough times

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Registered: 09-06-2007
rough times
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Thu, 12-17-2009 - 1:50pm

It's been a long time since I've posted here. Right now I'm so overwhelmed! It's xmas time and I have yet to do any shopping. I'm totally broke.I can't even pay my mortgage this month.

Then last night a neighbor friend tried to top herself at my house. She took my dd's lamictal and a bunch of lexapro and my bottle of abilify. I spent the nite at the er with her last night. I really am having mixed emotions. I'm sorta angry cuz we need those meds. Then i feel guilty about feeling that way. I feel for her though cuz I've been there. I know the desperation, hopelessness,etc. too well. I wish there was something i could do.

Now I feel pretty helpless m...:(

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Registered: 12-18-2009
In reply to: mzjulez
Fri, 12-18-2009 - 1:12am
I'm sorry for what you are going through. I don't have much helpful to say, except that I share your pain.
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Registered: 08-06-2009
In reply to: mzjulez
Fri, 12-18-2009 - 6:47am

I think you really have to believe that it was not your fault at all that someone tried to do that.

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Registered: 11-30-2009
In reply to: mzjulez
Fri, 12-18-2009 - 3:17pm

Mzjulez,


It is good to see you on the board again, I am glad you posted!

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