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| Tue, 12-22-2009 - 2:23am |
So, I'm new, and I guess just trying this whole cyber support thing out.I suffer from depression, basically for all my short life, and I need someone to vent to. I guess the whole point of this is that I have no one. It seems my friends all have someone better to spend their time with. My real problem is my one friend, who I want to consider my best friend, who I've known for six years and have gone through everything with. I've told her everything personal. She's one of the only people I've done that to. Now she's ignoring me, not taking my calls, not answering my texts, and when she asks to hang out, at the last second she adds that two other friends will be joining us. It just makes me mad and sad that she won't talk to me, especially considering she knows how unhappy I am to begin with. I feel like I hate her, but at the same time I need her. I will go crazy... and I just needed to tell someone about this. This is just one of my many problems, but at the moment the biggest. Now that it's winter break I realize how little point there is in waking up every day considering I have nothing to do and no one to do it with.
Whew. So dramatic.

Good morning, glad you found us.
OK, just my 2 cents, but maybe that "friend" is a little uncomfortable if you told her all your personal things?
Hi - I had a friend who I had known for 20 years and I considered her my best friend, but she used to pull the same stuff on me.
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