Just need to talk

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Registered: 11-28-2009
Just need to talk
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Sat, 12-26-2009 - 7:38pm
I have no real point in starting this thread. I've just had a really tough past couple of days, and I feel so utterly alone right now. I'm just hoping that someone else is out there right now, and can help me get my mind off of how much I hate my life.
I blog all about it:
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iVillage Member
Registered: 11-22-2005
Sat, 12-26-2009 - 8:21pm

Hi there


It's probably kind of slow here because of the holiday but feel free to vent.

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-09-2007
Sat, 12-26-2009 - 9:55pm

Well Hello !

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-30-2009
Sat, 12-26-2009 - 10:29pm

Your not alone!

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Registered: 11-28-2009
Sat, 12-26-2009 - 11:08pm
Thanks for allowing me to vent. I don't know what in the world is wrong with me, but the last few days have been horrible. I alternate between staring off into space or crying my eyes out for no reason. Then, I can't help but to berate myself for all the choices I've made in my life, and how my life has turned out. I just don't know what is wrong with me.
I blog all about it:
31 Million Seconds
iVillage Member
Registered: 11-04-1999
Sun, 12-27-2009 - 4:53am

Hi, I hope you got to feeling better as the night went on,

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-28-2009
Sun, 12-27-2009 - 12:03pm
Hi Josie. I wish I could say that sleep made me feel better, but it really hasn't. I'm really trying to get help, but I'm so afraid of what people will think. I don't understand these feelings. I know they make no sense, and yet they are ruling my life and decisions.
I blog all about it:
31 Million Seconds
iVillage Member
Registered: 11-04-1999
Sun, 12-27-2009 - 1:07pm

Hi, just wanted to share when you said you are afraid of what people will think.


I have found that if it bothers people I am in therapy, they aren't really people that are good for me any ways, as if someone had diabetes, wouldn't you be supportive of them going to the Dr?


Back years ago within a month of starting therapy, I even blurted it out to my boss when he said, "looks like you are handling the extra work well". I about burst into tears and told him I started therapy.

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-06-2009
Sun, 12-27-2009 - 3:49pm

criostiona - You are not alone.

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-31-2009
Mon, 12-28-2009 - 8:55am

"I alternate between staring off into space or crying my eyes out for no reason. Then, I can't help but to berate myself for all the choices I've made in my life, and how my life has turned out."

Wow, can I ever relate to that!!! I don't have any advice that will take that pain away, but I have certainly felt like that quite often! So, you are not alone.

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Registered: 03-13-2009
Mon, 12-28-2009 - 4:56pm
Hi!

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