Had A Very Bad Day

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Registered: 06-23-2008
Had A Very Bad Day
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Mon, 01-25-2010 - 8:48pm
I'm on such a roller coaster with this illness.  This morning was awful.  I'm still experiencing terrible grief over the loss of my cat (almost two years ago).  I'm sure it's not helping that I am biopolar with depression.  I went to exercise and felt better for a few hours, then it hit again.  What is wrong with me?  Will I ever get off this roller coaster?  Does anyone else experience such ups and downs?  I just feel so lost and alone.
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Registered: 08-06-2009
Tue, 01-26-2010 - 9:44am

Hi, georgia - I "cycle" back and forth, sometimes within one day.

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Registered: 08-31-2009
Tue, 01-26-2010 - 10:35am
I'm sorry. :-( I have never experienced "loss of pet" firsthand...but my goal is to have a little Yorkie someday (as soon as I get my own place, I want one!) for that "unconditional love," so perhaps I will know that pain someday. I did, however, lose my dad over a year ago, and sometimes, when I get upset about other things, I think of how much I miss him and it makes me cry harder.
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Registered: 06-23-2008
Tue, 01-26-2010 - 5:24pm

I'm sorry for the loss of your father, and thank you for your kind words on the loss of my cat.