My car did not start this morning and I have NO idea what's wrong with it or how to pay to get it fixed, but otherwise things are grey...I mean great! Trying to stay positive!
I've been lurking for the last few weeks. I was on this board a few years ago and lately, I've felt like I'm sliding down the depression hole again. I've been fighting it, but know that I need to do something. A co-worker pointed out on Friday that I'm just angry and difficult. I just hate the thought of finding a new therapist and going over my story all over again. I know I probably need to go back on medication, but don't think that my PCP would prescribe it for me. UGH!!
The 21 inches of snow that we received over the weekend didn't help either.
If I may be brutally honest, I am confused about my investment in this board. I appreciate everyone's input on my situation and problems but feel like I've found myself kind of dependent on it. Meaning, because most of you struggle with depression, you are less inclined to judge and tell me to just snap out of it, something my husband does a little too much, unfortunately. But I come here regularly since December and I feel like I live off the positive reinforcement, which I am aware is a dangerous dependency because it cannot continue forever.
Just this morning, I was analyzing why my "friend" did not respond to my message to her on facebook for weeks and I thought to myself that I should vent about it on this board. Not liking myself for being this weak.
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My car did not start this morning and I have NO idea what's wrong with it or how to pay to get it fixed, but otherwise things are grey...I mean great! Trying to stay positive!
HI Heidi:
Thanks
Hi Heidi,
Thank you for asking.
Bea,
I AM SO HAPPY TO HEAR YOUR DOING BETTER, THAT IS WONDERFUL!
I've been lurking for the last few weeks. I was on this board a few years ago and lately, I've felt like I'm sliding down the depression hole again. I've been fighting it, but know that I need to do something. A co-worker pointed out on Friday that I'm just angry and difficult. I just hate the thought of finding a new therapist and going over my story all over again. I know I probably need to go back on medication, but don't think that my PCP would prescribe it for me. UGH!!
The 21 inches of snow that we received over the weekend didn't help either.
Charm
If I may be brutally honest, I am confused about my investment in this board. I appreciate everyone's input on my situation and problems but feel like I've found myself kind of dependent on it. Meaning, because most of you struggle with depression, you are less inclined to judge and tell me to just snap out of it, something my husband does a little too much, unfortunately. But I come here regularly since December and I feel like I live off the positive reinforcement, which I am aware is a dangerous dependency because it cannot continue forever.
Just this morning, I was analyzing why my "friend" did not respond to my message to her on facebook for weeks and I thought to myself that I should vent about it on this board. Not liking myself for being this weak.
HI Charm: glad you posted.
I understand what your saying about becoming dependent on this board.
I'm doing okay today.
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