Long time....(Hope I don't trigger.)

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Registered: 05-03-2003
Long time....(Hope I don't trigger.)
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Tue, 10-21-2003 - 3:46pm
Uhm hi all.

I'm sure you remember me from a year or so ago, maybe longer.

I have been in ED clinic, gained loads, was healthy, then went overwieght, self harming reached it's worst ever, was sectioned in psych hospital.

Went crazy when I saw a pic months later, lost loads very quickly.

Now size 8-10 in UK size.

Need to stop, can't stop.

Scared and many things to confess to people, but too scared.

Going round the rexic circle again. It's always one more pound, just one more.

Uhm, I don't want to go into detail now guys.

But how are you all? I remember you Sharon, and a few others.

Hope you remember me, and that you are well.

Thinking of you.

Love,

Katie

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Registered: 10-08-2003
Tue, 10-21-2003 - 5:08pm
hi

im kinda new but dont worry...know all about the circle of an ed...all do else we wouldnt have joined the board.

anyhoo, the whole point of the board is that you can moan and winge and get depressed etc...basically vent your feelings...well if its not im going to anyway (sorry, but it has really helped me, this board)

if this is a bit of a crappy message coz u obviously know what the boards about, sorry

just wanted to say hi, really

lauren
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Registered: 03-26-2003
Tue, 10-21-2003 - 5:33pm

Hi Katie!

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Tue, 10-21-2003 - 5:45pm
I am sooooooo glad to hear from you!!!!! I have been thinking about you so much for so long and I was so hoping that you were doing good. I was just telling my husband that there is this girl who used to be on this board and she disappeared. Now you are back!!!! I am sorry you are still struggling though. If it helps any, I am still having my struggles too! Are you in therapy now and if so, do you like it? Be kind to yourself, you deserve it. You are a beautiful person inside and out, so be good to yourself!!! I love and miss you, sharon!!
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Registered: 04-10-2003
Thu, 10-23-2003 - 6:23pm
Hi, you may not remember me, but i remember you...i hope that you are doing ok, and i understand how you are feeling. I just wanted to drop a "Hi i know you." Hugs and kisses girl, it will get better soon.

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Fri, 10-24-2003 - 4:27pm
Nice to have you back. I also haven't been here in a while and wrote my first post in ages the other day-you'll see it somewhere. Sorry you have been having a bad time of it. I know its hard but size 8-10 is great. I know weight gain aint nice but its only recently I have thought....................after 7 years, what can I now do about it. I have fought all this time to control my weight but now, I think, Does God love me any less for being a few pounds heavier. I needed to gain weight and only after 7 years has my periods become regular for the past 4 months. Recovery is hard but I am there with you mate. Here for you anytime, just post me a message,

Luv 'n' hugs

ALLY XXX