Im there again
Find a Conversation
Im there again
| Wed, 10-22-2003 - 2:48pm |
I HATE HAVING AN EATING DISORDER!! God that felt good..Im so stressed out about my weight again...i know i need help and i go on Tuesday to my counsler..i just want to loose 10 pounds i know its wronge or maybe its not i have no idea what Im talking about..I feel so out of control i worry so much that if i eat "normal" i will be big again...i'm sick of people saying to me ohhh your to thin gain some weight would ya or your getting big why dont you hit the gym.....i hate living for other people ......i just want to yell but it would scare my 3 year old so i thought i would yell on here thanks for listening ..debbie

Hi Debbie, glad you came to vent and I know how you feel. Although I have come quite a ways in my recovery, there are days I wish it would just ALL be gone. But it does get better over time. Recovery doesn't happen overnight - unfortunately!!!
Hang in there and soon the positive will outweigh the negative. I used to have tons of bad days and few good days and now it's reversed.
Love & hugs, Kristina
Love & hugs, Kristina