Im there again

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Registered: 08-27-2003
Im there again
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Wed, 10-22-2003 - 2:48pm
I HATE HAVING AN EATING DISORDER!! God that felt good..Im so stressed out about my weight again...i know i need help and i go on Tuesday to my counsler..i just want to loose 10 pounds i know its wronge or maybe its not i have no idea what Im talking about..I feel so out of control i worry so much that if i eat "normal" i will be big again...i'm sick of people saying to me ohhh your to thin gain some weight would ya or your getting big why dont you hit the gym.....i hate living for other people ......i just want to yell but it would scare my 3 year old so i thought i would yell on here thanks for listening ..debbie
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Registered: 03-25-2003
Wed, 10-22-2003 - 4:33pm

Hi Debbie, glad you came to vent and I know how you feel. Although I have come quite a ways in my recovery, there are days I wish it would just ALL be gone. But it does get better over time. Recovery doesn't happen overnight - unfortunately!!!


Hang in there and soon the positive will outweigh the negative. I used to have tons of bad days and few good days and now it's reversed.

Love & hugs, Kristina


Love & hugs, Kristina

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Wed, 10-22-2003 - 5:47pm
Can I scream right along with you? I HATE HAVING AN EATING DISORDER!!! I am in a simular mood. I am so stressed about calories, weight, food, exercise, on and on!! I am glad you came here to vent it out! That helps so much I think. Hang in there girl, you can fight this! I am right beside you cheering you on and supporting you. We will get through this together!! Love ya, Sharon
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Registered: 08-27-2003
Wed, 10-22-2003 - 8:17pm
Thank you so much for your reply...I guess that I've never been in true therpy and Im alittle, to say the least scared. I dont know anybody who has been thru this, the healing part..I just have so much crap to deal with..I dont know if i can anyway Thank you again Debbie