spent last week beating myself up, trigs

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Registered: 03-25-2003
spent last week beating myself up, trigs
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Mon, 10-27-2003 - 4:54pm
but over the weekend I realized that the devil was telling me all these things I was hearing in my head and that it just wasn't true. It is amazing what our eds do to us and our minds. I actually thought that this friend of mine didn't want anything to do with me because I was still struggling so much. I talked to her today about it and knowing that her personality she would never feel that way. She has such a big heart and she suffers with depression herself. After a long conversation with her and the message we had in church yesterday I felt so much better. I am trying to defeat this ed all at once and it doesn't work that way. I talked to hubby last night about things going on in my head and he was so good and he just loved me. I am really trying to get control of my exercise, but each day it is so hard to ease up. I try not to fret about what I eat, but I do. So I beat myself up and think I have failed. We need to remember that we only fail if we quit trying and I know everybody on this board is trying because they are here asking for support and giving it as well. I love you all and I know we can all be well again!!! Love, Sharon
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Tue, 10-28-2003 - 5:28am
Hey Sharon - I totally agree with you on the NOT failing thing. Way to go for turning things around and talking to your friend. You are in my prayers.

Love & hugs, Kristina


Love & hugs, Kristina