I am a walking clock. (T) I'm sorry.
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I am a walking clock. (T) I'm sorry.
| Fri, 11-28-2003 - 8:35pm |
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Kate
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Edited 12/7/2003 1:02:41 PM ET by mookatie
Kate
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Edited 12/7/2003 1:02:41 PM ET by mookatie

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Hi Katie,
I am sorry this happened to you and that you are hurting so much. I wish you would stay on the board more regularly and communicate with us. I would like to help but you seem to disappear after posting your message and then we don't hear from you for days or more. Can you send me an email and stay in touch regularly? kotabuddy@yahoo.com
Please check back in and let us know how you are doing. I will pray for you. God loves you and wants you to heal.
Love & hugs, Kristina
The opinions I have expressed here are from my own experience and are not intended as medical advice or to take the place of your own physician's advice.
Love & hugs, Kristina
well, I have learned in my 22 years on this beautiful planet we call Earth, that NO ONE CAN HOLD YOU BACK OR BEAT YOU DOWN BUT YOUESELF....and dear, it sounds like that's what you're doing. Don't do that. You are a beautiful, worthwhile, smart, lovely girl. If someone is making you unhappy...well....pardon my french, but F@%! 'em!!! Life is too short and too precious to live it for anyone but yourself. You are not living your life for your mother, your brother, your sister, your boyfriend, or whatever. You are in charge of yourself and your life. Happiness is a choice my dear. So stop with all this "I'm guilty, I'm shameful, I've sinned, I'm worthless" crap and take a stand Katie!!! Stop allowing other people to live your life for you. Just BE YOU. That's all you have to do. You NEVER EVER have to be what OTHER PEOPLE want you to be. God, that would be hard, there are 6 billion people on this earth and they could all want you to be something else....so STOP trying to please everybody and just focus on you. It's not selfish, it's selfless, because by focusing on the real you and loving yourself, and having boundaries, and honoring and respecting and loving yourself....you will become ALIVE with life, and freedom, and love again, and your heart and soul will rejoice and be stronger, and then there will be more of you to share and more of you to be able to love those who'll love you back. I know Mum's can be your best friend and your worst enemy....kinda a love/hate relationship....but if she's really bugging you that much (God it sounds like she's practically KILLING you!!!), then you NEED to tell it to her straight, give her the honest truth....confide in someone you think will really listen and understand....like Emad, or a good friend, or a priest....ANYONE....but do get help somewhere....you need to get over this whole belief that you are not a good, worthy person, because YOU ARE YOU ARE YOU ARE!!!!!!! You don't have to feel this way, I promise you do have the power to be HAPPY again, to really LIVE again, freely and fully. So cheer up my dear, God loves you and so many other people do too......now you just have to love yourself.
Hugs dearest Katie....hope you get well very soon!!!
Cheers,
~Janine~